*Venting out my stories*
Office culture has yearly reviews and feedback process
I gave genuine feedbacks to my colleagues without any stress
I didn't do it out of any expectations trail
Yet a little gesture from them would boost my morale
A little gesture to self too makes a difference
Few days in a month I feel very vulnerable and at time lose sense
I should develop a to do list on those time
So that I don't regret on my actions and undermine
Some syllabus I need to customize for self so that I do certain activity
It can include journaling, listening to a song or some creativity
Strongly I wanted to ask my peers why they didn't bother to respond
This is how I told myself - I need to be like a River and flow than be stagnant as pond
I didn't anyway give reviews on any request, it was my self will
Any good deed to be done with selflessness and goodwill
The little clutters in my mind about them need to be cleared right now
The doubts to be replaced with positivity and love
Similarly next time when I feel too vulnerable to choose a wrong path
I should ensure to take a salt water warm bath
I should keep reminding self that God is protecting me ,why do I fear
I am blessed with the best ,only thing is mind should be clear
Sometimes I feel even if I practice yoga daily , my mind is cluttered
Possibly because the dosage I need for self care to be bettered
The 10 minutes of yogic practice may not be enough
I should increase the body movement in evenings too be rough and tough
There is some regret in me of things I do senseless
But now through poem I trying to console myself
It's ok to be stupid at times ,try not to repeat again
Practice mindfulness and take decisions with mind sane
Over is over ,done and dusted
Ensure to be loyal to person
who in you has trusted !!!
✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath
2 may 2025
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