*Alone but never empty*
I miss my dear mother
she accompanied me I go wherever
With her beside any way didn't use to feel long
She made me capable to walk a mile strong
When someone offers help if I lose my way
I express my gratitude with heartfelt say
At times to have a simple conversation people are afraid
My friendly nature is often taken as clingy as tangled braid
A recent experience of mine
I was alone and was not feeling fine
A couple passing by helped me with direction
Offered some water and I count this help as affection
In public transport I found the same man on way back home ride
Although we exchanged greetings he was very uncomfortable to sit beside
He made sure to act as if he was on call just to avoid speaking to me
I found it strange as I speak genuinely with heart free
When I was younger to avoid strange men chasing deep
I used to act as if I am speaking over phone to avoid creeps
Similar instance happened when I had met a person as our foreign trip mate
His nature was kind and considerate
later he must have narrated to his partner about us
I had sent a friendship request to her too
But she deleted it within a day or two
And then he completely disappeared without any buzz
Not sure if it's insecurity
It's better to be alone than with crowd who makes feel empty
I analysed my nature if I did too much
But didn't feel anything specific as such
I am experience loaded with these instance
My parents blessings is my protection fence
There are productive things do beyond these friendships petty
I may be alone but never empty!!!
✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath
30 sept 2025
✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath
30 September 2025
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