Sunday, 3 August 2025

224. Arrival of long lost friend on a rainy day ,who bought comfort when it needed the most / special bond

 My moody nature makes me look selfish at times.


I initiate friendships but can never make them mine.




About a decade ago, there were two incidents during the rain.


I was supposed to feel comfort, but I only felt pain.




With one of my relatives, the friendship—at least from my side—felt real.


But I was just entertainment from their point of view, nothing to feel.




That whole situation left a deep impact,


And honestly, it changed my nature, in fact.




When another relative tried visiting us one day,


I didn’t even pick up the call—they were on their way.




It was raining heavily, yet they took so much pain


To find my house, in that storm and rain.




A simple communication from me could have made it all right.


But I stayed silent, and that didn’t feel right.




They were lovely people who genuinely cared,


But all I remember is the discomfort I shared.




That experience taught me something real—


Even now, friendship doesn’t feel like my deal.



And deep inside, I still feel sorry for that day,


For turning love and effort silently away




I’m cordial with everyone, but can’t stay close to many.


I enjoy my own space—too many ties feel heavy.


I never treated myself as a friend for long,


Now I walk the path to make that bond strong


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✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath 


3 August 2025

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224. Arrival of long lost friend on a rainy day ,who bought comfort when it needed the most / special bond

 My moody nature makes me look selfish at times. I initiate friendships but can never make them mine. About a decade ago, there were two inc...