Noisy , energetic,rowdy , active, overexcited
Boisterous
My nature of being Boisterous have been a boon and bane many time
Some experience is expensive but they are mine
Since my inner-child wounds weren’t addressed, I ended up becoming extreme in nature
I am too excited, too loud , cry and laugh too much as my feature
I was silent girl on School untill one day when a thief came over my door
I felt as if I heard some noise and that was the exact truth to core
In school when teacher asked everyone to say a story nice
I slowly narrated this thief story adding some tail and spice
I saw my classmates giggling over when I exaggerated the topic with some animation
I felt validated and then saw a pattern where I was likable with this initiation
My nature modified from being silent to extrovert
I saw more bubbly and carefree I was, I became popular part
In college once my teacher jokingly said for my huge appearance
That only a wrestler can marry me , I took my stance
In front of all I said I will marry whoever I want to , your comment was not necessary here
I was then chosen as class representative as I would speak without fear
Then when I entered marriageable age , my proposal was out
The men I came across feared and had doubt
My boisterous nature was a threat to many
Few rejections in life changed me in bits tiny
At times I am moody and I don't like interacting at all
It doesn't mean I have changed it just a phase afterall
Being Boisterous is my confidant
Especially in office atmosphere it's a need be confident
Being Boisterous is not bad but letting it overpower me is the issue that last
As I learn about my unhealed self , I forgive myself for my mistakes past
I now monitor my nature on when I get too excited and try to calm myself down
As my Boisterous nature shouldn't make me a means to be treated me as clown
So when I apply mindfulness to my existing extremities
I try to utilise my energy in mindful activities
I do feel I am blessed with ability to command attention
But it's up to me if I use it just for seeking validation or actually being productive and serving right intention
I accept I have something unhealed even now and I am taking it slow
Good thing is remote control of my Boisterous trait is with me now !!!
,✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath
2 Dec 2025
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