*Secret admirer/ The apology inside a gift*
The qualities within me I once embraced
Seeking attention, validation when situation faced
Since I didn't have that fence ,I was vulnerable to manipulation
My life's string to control was in others possession
I used to be the secret admirer to everything good I observed in them
May be it was something I seek which was unhealed within
At times this secret admiration take takes form of obsession
That we tend to lose control of the true assets within our possession
The major gift I had was self realisation when I did something wrong
But when secret admiration was exorbitant, I chose wrong path along
I thought I had lost all this gift from God
And now my soul felt i lost the connection cord
Each day is an effort to be a better version of myself and see
To come out of the toxic loop and protect my energy
I didn't love me enough and I am sorry to myself
This day I gift a heartfelt apology and a silent promise to not lose me for anyone else!!!
✍️©️ Priyanka Ka
math
14 Feb 2026
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