Last Notification
It's so happend that I had forgotten the date of my CA Intermediate exam and this lead to blunder
It seems to foolish of me to not double check my hall ticket before relying on the marking I made in calender
I was devastated to know that paper was easy that attempt
I developed guilt and self contempt
Moreover I had scored very good marks in other papers overall
Just because I was marked absent for the last paper in group , I had to repeat them all
On the exam day which I presumed to be day off
I had completed my revision and didn't want to go this group to toss
Then came the self blame and what if scenario just rotating my head
I couldn't eat anything or even sleep peacefully in bed
I felt very bad that how could I miss as if it was my last notification
The time passed and I could clear the papers in next attempt to my satisfaction
But what I thought was the most devastating time of life
Now seems pondering over it is not wise
The biggest lesson I learned was to be extra careful with double checking stuff
This experience was a traumatic one,I can't stress enough
Tomorrow marks my saddest day when I lost my mother ,I wish I could change this situation
So when loved ones do leave then why to worry on material aspect on lost chance and final notification !!!
©️✍️Priyanka Kamath
3 June 2025
Review
Profound ❤️
Powerfully conveyed the profound impact of a seemingly minor oversight—missing an exam—and its unexpected connection to a far greater loss. Effectively communicated the initial devastation, guilt, and the subsequent journey through self-blame and eventual acceptance. The contrast between the initial “blunder” and the later, irreplaceable loss of a loved one provides a heartfelt reflection on what truly matters.❤️
Keep writing
Keep shining ❤️
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