Prompt - Sea shell
Mind runs so fast without a beginning or end
It started with bus instance and a red dupatta just blend
Her mind dwells over a broken watch and a related story
And the mere reality of death in form of brown wooden stick that no
one worry
Finally as she heads towards home while a thought that dwell
The choices she ones made is unwinding in mind just like a sea shell
She had known him for 3 years now
The affection she had was more than love
She got attached and even shared many secret
Over sharing can't be undone, that's the only regret
The one who dwelt within her
Manipulated her to suffer
All she needed was a momentory escape
She ignored the consciousness call to awake
He tried all nasty tricks
In name of being there for her to fix
He was not fixing her or healing
He was dwelling within to play games with her feelings
Just to make her habituated to him and be fun
And then cut off all of sudden
She chased him and he anticipated her next move
His habit was dwelt deep within which she wanted to now remove
But he would come back
And her self control would take a back seat and lack
She would fall for him again
And re-live the anxiety and pain
She reached the new low
She was also aware of his next move
Just because he knew her actions well
She anymore doesn't want him in her heart to dwell
Choosing such person would mean living in hell
It was time to move on and this time she hears the warning bell
He would do his tricks to seek her attention
Enjoy the control by putting her to the tension
After learning his intention
She is aware that this attachment was a mere act of manipulation
Breaking any habit or loop is the toughest part
But dealing with such instances is also an art
Removing unnecessary content stored within is the real deal
All she needed was self love and self heal
He may bump into her again
Self awareness will help her regain
He might play mind games or do certain activity as attraction to feed
Remember, he was not the one who actually dwelt within ,it was just her emotional need
Being aware and having clarity makes mind clutter free
Forgive self and be detached with new perspectives entry
The one who should always dwel within is the Lord
She cleared the junk her heart once stored
Chose self-growth,and found the self she had lost before
The efforts do matter to make correct choice after all
The sea shell got her a precious pearl teaching her to rise after each fall !!!
✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath
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