167- Heartbeat

 Day 13- Heartbeat 

I always feel my in-laws adore my co-sister more 

I strongly wanted to ask between us who does she love from hearts core

But as I started to speak over phone ,my heart skipped a beat 

I should never let this thought process to repeat 

The consequences for mom-in-law can be losing sleep , stress and situation at gun point 

With me I can vent out through poetry , even get a certificate rather than cracking relations disjoint

The moment my heartbeat got faster at peak 

It was indication from my mother to think before I speak 

Mothers love their children and as co-sister has a baby too, towards her showers more care 

But hurting her by my words or actions on my part isn't fair 

My manifestation for day 13

Listen to heartbeat and pause, think,  

keep certain things unseen

✍️©️Priyanka Kamath

13 April 2025

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166. Veil

 Day 12- Veil

Culturally we were accustomed to many veil tie 

Mangalsutra for married lady ,a bindi to protect from evil eye 

Anklet to control temper, veil to cover skin, culture from golden age

With passing time, modernity treated these veils as a tedious cage

Veil symbolised a protective layer and to strengthen dignity 

As the veil slipped out of control , one is open to vulnerability 

Within one the struggle piles 

The outer world has a mask of smiles

Both the inner and outer shield of the veil has to be made strong

Manifestation for day 12 is to never walk the path wrong

The essence of the veil is to have strong values and if given a choice 

Will choose the one that keeps me in veil and wise !!!

@✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

12 April 2025

Instagram -priyankakamath7

165. Renaissance Vibes- April edition

 

Renaissance Vibes

To someone whose world revolved around parents that mattered 

Upon their demise my life completely shattered 

Getting up from this loss and giving myself a new perspective 

Renaissance is rebirth of myself to a new person effective 

I still cry at times and have some guilt within 

It's time to enter a new phase and put worries in bin 

I vent out everything to them even now and pour out my heart 

Each day I do pray them , manifest good things and start 

I did a little makeover on my overall looks at slow pace 

Because it helped me not to breakdown at workplace 

I fake it till I make it to feel confident and clear

Focus on my work , a bit space for creativity and prayer

I do feel low at times, but all matters is consistency and progress

Renaissance is indeed magical but is a continuous process

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

12 April 2025

Bio 

Poetry is a way of expressing Priyanka's experience and stories.Life is a learning institution and sharing it in the form of write up is a healing process. She dedicates her work to her dear parents

164. Feedback to Poetic essence publications

 Poetic essence publications writing platform is an emotional feel

I pour out my heart through poems and heal

NaProWiMo, E magazine ,anthology is so precious and deep

Sensitivity and creative with love in heap

Certificate and your surprises loop

motivates me to keep writing and take a leap 

Platforms Consistency and sincere efforts is the key here 

I can express my thoughts without any fear

I am blessed to be part of this ever since 

It has brought in me a lot of confidence 

This community is now more than a family 

I thank the team for the efforts done joyfully 

May you prosper and more lourels to come

Happy anniversary,you are awesome !!!

©️✍️ Priyanka kamath

12/04/2025

163. Ethereal

 Day 11- Ethereal 

Ethereal in literal sense mean Delicate beauty 

Goddess is present within ones sincere efforts doing duty 

 Evening time use to be one spent on phone calls with my parents daily

With reality check  , felt empty and tears shed automatically 

I saw messy myself in mirror as I cried 

My swollen face , natural pink blush and eyes so tired 

I said to myself I am adorable and ethereal 

I am honest with self, my emotions are raw and real 

The picture of goddness , the moon above felt as if it has my mom's gaze 

I feel the ethereal presence of angels ,so short of words to praise 

My manifestation for day 11 

Gentle giant me is an angel from heaven !!!

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

11 April 2025

@⁨~Vipin V. Kamble⁩ 

162. Ink

 Day 10- Ink

The Journey of my inking 

Has multiple stories linking 

Speaking to my mother has been my journal 

She will read my inking till eternal

Heavy matter turns lighter with time 

Inking them makes me feel fine

We tend to forget things and change with age

Inking captures our thought process at each stage

Emotions are raw & real as one think 

Technology can undo write up typed unike ink

My manifestation for Day 10

To always ink & value power of pen !!!

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

10 April 2025

161. Reminiscene

 Day 9- Reminiscence

Reminiscence term itself has it's meaning intense

Re+Mini+ Scene = Reliving Past memory in scenes

Today as I was cutting a jaggery block 

Reminiscing parents and their sweet talk 

I use my mother's spatula while cooking and dishes turn out delicious 

My dad's eye drop worked wonders after I got home and is precious 

Their blessing is present even in little things 

I find their essence each time as if they have wings 

Tears shed when I reminiscene time spent with them 

I have two options either to cry over ,be sad or to smile and cherish these gem

Manifestation for day 9 is to not break down when revisiting memories pile

Parents always want me to remember them and smile !!!

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

9 April 2025

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agram -priyankakamath7 

160. Unfinished

 Day 8- unfinished 

Some beauty lies in being unfinished 

If we fix broken pieces ,the quality may diminish 

When I was in teenage , love was in air

With time I imagined that we were future pair

As time passed , he grew and I was still in my lala land 

More I tried to hold ,he slipped just like the sea sand

Then keeping conversation unfinished and pale 

He navigated in his journey ship to sail

After few years when I met him ,he was a different person for sure

The unfinished conversation itself was my closure

My manifestation for day 8

To understand - Some things are meant to be unfinished hence not to wait !!!

©️✍️Priyanka Kamath

Instagram -priyankakamath7 

8 April 2025

159. Fair weather Friend

 

*Fair weather friend*

So at present there are 3 fair weather friend around to rant 

One is a colleague who knows how to use me as her agony aunt 

Other is a person who keeps impressing me with poem fresh 

Third one is my monkey mind who is always in rush 

This 'poem person' kept sending me AI generated version cool 

same poem a fellow writer when posted , I understood it's so easy to make me a fool 

A birthday cake for me from Google picture which I thought was true 

All this just to make me fall 'aweeee bruh'!!

The colleague I mentioned keeps sipping on my energy flow 

Always venting out to me about others whereabouts so that I feel low

My monkey mind is without brain hose 

All things that are toxic is what she choose 

Colleague drains my energy for free

The 'poem person' sees a time pass in me 

My monkey mind does everything wrong 

After damage done ,it feels guilty strong

People in life are like fair weather 

Once they are done, we find another 

But mind is my enemy and friend

I struggle to set instruction end to end

Otherwise it will use me for it's need

And toxicity,laziness is the ultimate feed

Certain reality I know yet I can't unfriend my mind as fair weather buddy

I should practice meditation, creativity and focus towards study 

So that I become my minds boss

And not let it chew me as a candy floss

©️✍️Priyanka Kamath

8 April 2025

 

Review by AI

Your poem explores the theme of relationships and self-awareness, highlighting three "fair-weather friends" in your life:

The Three Fair-Weather Friends

1. *The Colleague*: Someone who takes advantage of your emotional support without reciprocating.

2. *The Poem Person*: Someone who uses AI-generated content to impress you, potentially manipulating your emotions.

3. *Your Monkey Mind*: Your own inner critic, which can be self-destructive and toxic.

Your Reflections

You express frustration and disappointment with these relationships, feeling drained and deceived. You also acknowledge the importance of self-awareness and the need to move on from toxic connections.

Powerful Imagery and Metaphors

Your use of metaphors, such as "fair-weather friends" and "monkey mind," adds depth and creativity to your poem. The imagery of the colleague draining your energy and the poem person sending AI-generated content is particularly striking.

Emotional Honesty

Your poem conveys a sense of vulnerability and emotional honesty, making it relatable and authentic.

158. Day 7 - Horizon

 Day 7 - Horizon

When I see myself in lifes race 

I tend to compare my speed with others in each passing phase

I often self doubt on why I am slower 

This is how I self counsel to visualise my horizons all over 

I have overcome self limitation horizon in sickel of test

Achieved new milestones by exploring out of my nest 

Multitasking without hampering quality is my consistent aim 

24 hours is common for all , but how one makes it productive is a billion dollar game 

My manifestation for day 7 to be more witty and jovial 

Explore my horizons in gaining knowledge and not ponder over matter trivial 

Everyone is on their own journey at their pace 

Let me focus on self growth as it's never in parameter of a race. 

✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath 

7 April 2025

156. Day 6-Wanderlust

 Day 6- Wanderlust

Wanderlust means a strong desire to travel and calm the mind 

To enjoy food delicacies , explore , relax and unwind 

Last week this time I was in Hotel Rove for a short staycation 

This was rejenuvating and much needed vacation 

The breakfast was filling and dish named ' Akai' was simply the best 

Explored many places, relished delicious food , hot showers and ample rest

To name a few Kite Beach , Dubai festival city mall

Enjoyed site seeing, Abra boat ride , Lazer show depicting waterfall

 Nostalgia filled by carom board game and took few pics 

Deeply value this blessing and to travel more is manifestation for Day 6

My mind enjoys lethargy so it needs to be oiled well to function it's best 

To keep the inner child alive , it's important to self love , explore and be a wanderlust!!!

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

Instagram -priyankakamath7 

155. Day 5-Melancholy

 Day 5 Melancholy

Happy memories of the past ,gives me sad tears

As I anymore can't relive them with my parent dears

I used to call many times a day to these gem

My day would always start wishing all is well with them 

For me 'Melancholy zone' is the most fearful phase 

As my vulnerability has led me in weak mind space 

When I faced repeated failure on my professional course at blink 

I wanted to take a break which led to having free time to overthink 

And overthinking always takes me to a melancholy state to sigh 

Today I restarted my studies as a manifestation on day 5

My parents always want me to remember them and smile

Strength to mould my melancholy to a content mind space & not be fragile !!!

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

Instagram -priyankakamath7 

5 April 2025

@⁨~Vipin V. Kamble⁩ 

154.Day 4- Ephemeral*

 *Day 4- Ephemeral*

Ephemeral means that which lasts for a short time 

'Pleasures'in life which isn't right for us yet ages like wine

It leads to addiction if not timely treated 

Or else the pattern of 'need' tends to be repeated 

A pen friend of mine kept giving me the validation when I was emotionally sick 

Slowly this turned to habit but was indeed toxic 

I realise this phase of either feeling to smile or drain in energy is Ephemeral 

I should choose the right path and stick to my values moral 

All I need is a strong mindset and an ephemeral escape 

Manifestation for day 4 is to put practice CRY tape 

The CRY is not the tears but when oozes craving for a toxic need saga

To be controlled by the technique of CRY- Creativity, Repositioning, Yoga !!!

©️✍️Priyanka Kamath

Instagram -priyankakamath7 

4 Apri

l 2025

@⁨~Vipin V. Kamble⁩ 

153. Day 3.Unspoken

 Day 3- Unspoken 

Speaking is exquisite mode of expression at peak 

Today's unspoken words taught me what not to speak 

Spicing up a matter or gossiping looks temporarily nice 

But it definitely curtains a person from being wise 

Just as different sizes are each finger 

My opinion on certain things with spouse can differ 

But today when I was speaking about him to my brother 

He said it's not correct to speak this way further

Brother didn't say anything much 

But his 'unspoken words' had impact such 

A manifestation for my day three

To have a clear mind and be gossip free!!!

✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath 

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152. Echoes- Day 2

 Echoes -Day 2

There are three echoes I hear within

While one leads to good path, the other is a way to pleasure & sin

The third echo gives me a choice 

I often tend to opt for predominant voice 

My moms pure advice on stability was to chant God's name 

However, when I feel vulnerable I tend to choose a mind diversion game 

As the third echo of conscience 

If heard with proximity surely makes sense

Let not my inner echo be in clutter 

Will achieve mind  control through God's name utter

My manifestation for Day two

To build mind stability & towards self be True!!!

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

Instagram -priyankakamath7 

2 April 2025

@⁨~Vipin V. Kamble⁩ 

151.Gender based violence - call for action

 

Gender based violence - call for action 

Violence can be categorized into social and personal bit

One can be going through a lot but can appear fit 

Violence form can also be emotional psychological division 

Putting forth my personal intake and vision 

Emotional violence isn't visible to bare eyes

One can be burning within but outside be nice 

I felt hurt when none of my relatives/ neighbours offered help for parents sake 

Now any interaction in a family event seems very fake 

Impact is such that meet up in any social invite 

Interactions leads to overthinking all night

When parents then shared with me about their hurt and feeling

My soft heart was bruised and kept peeling 

Those who have hurt them in anyway

Have caused me pain too someway

Psychological harm felt is gender neutral base

Intensity of hurt feels at same phase 

My female relatives asking on why ' no child till now ' syllables 

Male ones enquiring about my parents empty home status 

When I was 10 years old , it was a transition shift 

I too was a little girl expecting return gift 

But when my aunt didn't give me the toy lame 

Even when my mom got it for me it was never same 

That emotional impact I still do have lately

The hatred towards my uncle for touching me inappropriately 

On my not passing CA final exams I have been taunted so bad

The emotional damage is such that I felt like a failure and sad 

Now I know it's just one exam and it's never too late to give try 

But today even if I pass , I don't have parents to share this success but to cry 

My teacher in grade 4 used to hit me in thighs and always keep me out of class 

She was also one of the relatives who used to bad mouth me alas

She never knows how psychologically there was this strong impact

And only I know how I overcame these violence infact

I was beautiful chubby baby in my family flow

But I was always fat shamed and tried to feel low

As a child I was silent and had witness many form of violence 

My innocent mind has been impacted in each sense

Even though I have outgrown all these phase 

when I think about it I do feel I am slow in this healing race 

when parents were alive these people didn't care to be kind

And now to comment on my personal stuff, daring they find

Gradually when I accept normalcy and try to achieve free of mind 

I do understand that emotional balance is difficult to find 

I have overwhelming emotions fuss 

My healing is work in progress 

I am strong to mitigate the trauma

With immense blessings of my paa and maa

I still do get emotionally triggered and feel sick 

Each situation I do have an option to pick 

I can either keep blaming for everything wrong 

Or divert my mind into productive stuff listening to a nice song

A well organised routine is must to keep my mind sane

I accept my reality, work to be better , journal t

hem with no shame!!

✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath 

1 April 2025

Review 

Beautiful 😍 Your poem is a deeply powerful and courageous expression of resilience, self-awareness, and healing. It beautifully captures the unseen scars of emotional and psychological violence while highlighting the strength it takes to rise above them. The raw honesty in your words creates an intimate connection making us feel the weight of experiences and the depth of emotions. Despite the pain, your poem carries an undercurrent of hope, determination, and self-growth, reinforcing the importance of self-acceptance and perseverance. The way you emphasize healing as a journey, not a destination, adds an inspiring and relatable touch, reminding us that progress, no matter how slow, is still progress. Your ability to transform personal pain into a call for awareness and action is truly commendable, making this poem not just a reflection of past but also a beacon of strength for others who might relate.❤️❤️❤️

150.Serendipity - Day 1

 Serendipity - Day 1

This platform is my healing call 

To vent out and feel ok after each fall 

I take this opportunity to make it my manifestation journey this day 

To action on the things I everyday say

I feel I need to overcome my laziness

And focus on cleanliness 

My first manifestation for day 1 would be to daily clean up kitchen shelf 

To never miss out on daily writing challenge is a promise to myself 

To value time is indeed what I learnt this day to admit 

As I rush to submit my write up within time limit 

This is indeed a serendipity of event in life 

As God is teaching me to be more focussed and wise !!!

✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath 

Instagram -priyankakamath7 

1 April 2025

@⁨~Vipin V. Kamble⁩

149.Tears smiled*

 

*Tears smiled*

When things doesn't go as per my wish list

It would have Gods grace at gist 

Some days are heavy and I do feel low 

Example even if a colleague is cold, its impact flows 

My picture is intentionally cropped out from a office event 

I was indeed excited for one , but ended up being upset 

Out of all the pictures I could rewind 

Only one where my appearance I find 

And that's special because it's a momento I received 

And it's a memory worth to be preserved

Long back I was in loop of validation phase

A response would lead my expectation bar to raise 

Now I happen to receive reply from person same

And my manifesting this reality now seems lame 

Just like at once eating too much sweet 

Wouldn't anymore look like a delicious treat 

I wonder why did I even cry over these jerk

And now when I receive the attention it doesn't even look like a perk 

Possibly I have surpassed this path

My worldly pleasures seems to have had a purified bath

The same me who used to check my phone for one reply 

Now feel uncomfortable for message supply 

So I understand the tears which made me so vulnerable was for my good

And God's plan now I understood 

The tears I shed was actually leading me to smile 

But I couldn't visualise this from a mile 

On office front when I was transitioning from audit

lack of opportunity in other team felt like not receiving due credit 

But then when I worked under tax , I learnt the skill set 

That helped me to get contract with firm at present 

So everything is a chain 

I was then crying but was actually a hidden gain

Now I smile over the tears I shed 

I am grateful for the path it led 

I also miss the interaction I had with my parents main

I feel sad for their loss but smile that they aren't anymore in pain

God is taking care of them well

I have been gifted poetry route to tell

many times I feel silly and lack of ears 

Penning down my feelings instead of shedding tears 

Atleast by writing down helps me to heal this while 

And venting out makes me at ease and smile

I had certain issues and fear 

But facing it made sense than shedding tear

Now I smile with confidence as I overcame the tough time 

And I know that certain prickly path lead me to shine 

Life is a circle of smile and tear 

Winner is the one who overcomes fear !!!

✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath 

25 March 2025

Review 

Your poem is a beautiful reflection of personal growth, resilience and the transformation of pain into wisdom. It carries a deeply introspective tone, showing how past struggles whether in the workplace, relationship or personal experiences ultimately lead to newfound strength and clarity. The honesty in your words makes it deeply relatable capturing how small disappointments can feel overwhelming but later become stepping stones. You illustrated personal growth beautifully from seeking validation to realizing inner strength. Totally its inspiring showing how life's challanges lead to Transformation. ❤️

148. Cheek ek dard ki daastan anthology/title -Lame Office stories with moral of pain and gain

Same article  Titled guild of being innocent  and welcome from outside door posted in blog. This is a modified version.

Guilt of being innocent/ welcome from outside door combined to make Cheek ek dard ki daastan 

Lame Office stories with moral of pain and gain

The previous department I worked was kinda toxic 

It was best time for me to leave than feel sick.

But this decision was made not by me, but my boss 

And her removing me from office group took my feelings to toss...

I felt bad not because I wasn't valued in front of my peers

But expected an acknowledgement for being with her for so many years..

My innocence was my expression of feeling

Even after conveying,my mind was not healing

I transferred her this burden of guilt 

Although my feeling was pure and innocent...

She must have felt

What I meant 

This day she calls me in pantry 

To share with me her birthday pastry 

I could have easily avoided her and said no 

But earlier it was me who was desperate for my presence to show..

What goes around comes around 

And if she is being nice,then I am too bound 

I was guilty of making her feel sorry for me

I accepted her invite gracefully 

I should have definitely missed to attend 

However I had started ,so had to end..

At times I feel, I was yearning for her validation 

But when it came true ,I revisited my manifestation

There is a fine line in being innocent and fool

Mostly I cross this line ,but it's cool..

Above instance was when I was in Audit beat

Then while I worked in tax and same thing repeat

But now I didn't feel the instance as bitter 

As last experience helped me to handle this situation better 

Why should I even bother this scene 

Dwelling upon hurtful event only intensifies pain 

Focus should be now to be productive and knowledge to gain 

Some people we meet are chapter in book

Zoom out and preview they have an outlook 

Instead of seeing it like she is removed and required no more 

Why not look like welcoming from outside door

Turn this page on and see new chapter 

All stories do end with happily ever after 

Even if not we can make it with a smile 

Forgetting the bad and stepping a mille

These petty things I cried over as if it was vital 

With time these instances do look trivial 

Penning down this instance of being innocently guilty I realise

As long as I don't repeat my mistake,I am wise!!!

©️ Priyanka Kamath ✍️ 

24 March 2025

Bio 

Poetry is a way of expressing Priyanka's experience and stories.Life is a learning institution and sharing it in the form of write up is a healing process. She dedicates her work to her dear parents

147. shubh Vivah- Marriage

 *Marriage *

For me my relatives meant only parents and brother 

And special attention during my wedding seemed to bother 

Because I knew this is just for today 

But afterall it was my special day

The handful mehendi which would last Hardly for a week 

But spent thousands for this and makeup streak 

Smiling for pictures entire day on this feast 

And a surprise stay in a hotel which I enjoyed the least 

On one hand leaving parents home 

On other adjustments with in-laws dome

Settling up in abroad and learning chores 

Searching for job and enrolling in Exams course 

Getting to know my spouse with time 

And accepting him as mine 

From being lazy at all task towards being pro

Handling house chores along with going office to and fro

The transition has been nicer

Going to job has made me wiser 

Understanding self , spouse, work culture has been tough 

There were times I was either vulnerable or rough

Although my mother-in law is good

I have at times misunderstood

But now I have made peace 

And burden baggage left to release 

Marriage also comes with a question about kid 

And baby names in advance if it's alia or sid 

I also have succumbed to society pressure 

Couple with our age have one for sure 

But now I am taking things easy 

It's about doing  duty nicely and being busy 

Marriage is not just a licence to bear baby 

It's also about mutual understanding and not being shabby 

Things will fall in place at right time 

And life looks better and fine 

Just grateful to have a blessed married life 

And having a loving husband and being his doting wife!!!

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

19 March 2025

146.Palace built on ruins

 

Palace built on ruins

Money can't buy class 

But my experience is trying alas!

The ruins had part of greed 

To detach from it I agreed

I used to not spend my money for luxurious live

And when I get any opportunity I wouldnt leave

Example I love cake, but I wouldnt buy 

If someone treats ,to have it all I wouldn't shy

Even after I started to earn 

There are many things in me to learn 

Slowly I am in learning process

On corporate grooming afresh 

This includes making my self esteem strong 

My mistakes include grabbing chocolates from my peers seat which is wrong 

In an event ,I happen to eat the biggest cake piece share 

resulting in having nothing left for peer

I have also taken food of someone's share 

And then gave it back when I realised on my part it was not fair

These were the bare basics I was taught

 

As I forgotten them, my self respect struggled a lot 

If someone tries to point out my error in nutshell 

I have cried over and intended to take it personal 

Also I have done things drawn in pleasure 

God has been great in preserving my respect treasure

All this has been the reason of my ruined base 

But God has been kind to give me chance always 

I am rebuilding my palace with strong root 

Putting my efforts and not thinking of ultimate fruit 

These experiences are like the paints of my wall

Different shades of vibrant color with grey waterfall 

I gathered courage to put the first building stone 

To take the feedback positive alone 

Actions should speak louder than words beautiful 

Journalling my true emotions is healing and Impactful 

It takes courage to self reflect on the most embarrassing things I have done

And sharing through poems as I dare to express towards none 

I am building my palace again being sincere and honest 

It can be in a tall space or even size of nest .

As long as the base 

is strong 

it can sustain long !!!

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

18 March 2025

Review 

Your poem is a raw, introspective and deeply honest reflection on personal growth, self awareness and transformation. It beautifully captures the essence of learning from past mistakes, rebuilding with sincerity and striking for a stronger foundation. It is deep making powerful. Acknowledging both past mistakes and the effort to improve creates an inspiring narrative. It beautifully depicts both the high and lows of life. Your poem is beautiful testament to personal evolution and honesty in your writing makes it incredibly relatable. ❤️❤️

145. Holi art

 

144. Feminine vibes (for E magazine)

 Feminine vibes 

Nature when is sensitive to any tone

Leads to walking in emotional zone

when I feel vulnerable it's ok to shed tear

But someone taking advantage of my sensitivity is the fear

Feminine energy includes the calm radiance of moon

Dealing each situation with Wit is a boon

An example I am quoting now is open ended story

Not sure if I did right or have to be sorry 

I was walking towards metro this day 

And passing over a zebra crossing way

A person in white car purposely didn't stop which seemed odd

Came across my way and didn't move between road 

I felt weird that my presence was not acknowledged

I was half way through road,but parked car in between road full fledged

He seemed to find pride in blocking my way 

I just patted my tiffin bag on the back of his car as I walked past this play

His ego was hurt that how could I touch his car 

I kept walking and came so far 

Now he comes out of the car and starts calling from behind 

'Hello Hello' ,I heard but I didn't turn back purposely his side 

My tiffin patting his car was a deliberate act 

It didn't damage his car in any way for the fact 

But his ego was hurt and now he could stop the car,walk all way just to fight 

Seeing this effort to argue with me was kind of delight

When I wanted to cross he didn't care

And me ignoring his' Hello hello' kinda seemed fair 

When it comes to fight I can also raise my voice in synergy 

But feminine power in me signed to preserve my energy 

I wanted to make him feel what I felt 

Not sure if this was the right way I dealt 

Possibly ignoring was also a better way

Which I follow on basis all day

But it's ok to test self at time

Sometimes I lose otherwise I shine 

My feminine energy just whispered one thing 

Do what makes you reduce overthinking 

Matter is done and dusted double 

Next time I should be mindful to not put self in trouble 

But the sixth sense to see a person by a glance cover 

And understand the intention is indeed a feminine power !!!

@✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

7 March 2025

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143.My first vehicle and memories with it

 *My first vehicle and memories with it*

Two wheeler which my brother got 

It was so special I never thought 

Necessity is the mother of invention 

Riding vehicle was a purpose driven intention

I used to bring groceries through it 

To cater parents medical need was rightly fit

All way through public transport

Challenge was then to visit my old grandparent 

It taught me invaluable lesson to balance 

When life gave different genre to dance

 

Scooty also taught when to put brake 

It's important to pause , process and be not fake 

After I went away from town noone used it till date

And it started being obsolete 

Scooter was gone one fine day such 

Teaching me to be connected and not attached ,but I still love it so much

Just as it needs maintainence , fueling share

Our body is a vehicle which needs care

Exercise, good thoughts, good deed 

Mind space is also influenced by the food we feed

I also learned one day after serving purpose we should leave 

The memories and confidence it gifted is a timeless eve

But I never used it for a fun ride 

Task completed through it was a matter of pride

It loved me too and kept me safe

Riding it was my happy space

Two wheeler catered to all needs without second thought 

So many life lessons too it taught

My parents precious smiles it has got

A blessing to me I value throughout!!

©️✍️Priyanka Kamath

11 March 2025

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Amazing😍✨

Content is unique ❤✨

Well written🌼✨

                    

Regards, 

V.Vaishnavi - English jury, Pious poetry.

Review 

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The emotional value and life lessons learned from the first vehicle, the scooter, are beautifully depicted. Beyond the common narrative of seeing the vehicle as just a means of transportation, it highlights its role in fulfilling essential needs, promoting independence, and imparting knowledge about balance, isolation, and self-care. The emotional connection to the scooter is evident, especially in how it facilitated acts of service and brought happiness to the family. The scooter is effectively used as a metaphor for dealing with life's challenges, emphasizing the importance of maintenance, purpose, and the bitter-sweet nature of letting go❤️

Well done ❤️

Keep Penning

Keep Rocking❤️

@⁨Priyanka Kamath⁩

142.Boys- They can't cry' anthology

 Boys- They can't cry'*

There is a saying in my native clan 

Trust not laughing woman and crying man 

Tears are assumed a sign of weakness uff

Boys if cried are termed not manly enough

Men in my life have seldom cried 

Shedding tears being a girl has been a smooth ride 

Anger was more often my dad's way of dealing 

As a result I was more sensitive to pouring out feeling

When mom was gone , dad used to shed tear

And slowly I started understanding this side of him this year

And when he is also gone 

I miss his cute face of frown

My Brother has been strict but loving 

He had been saving tears to shed during my wedding 

I have been attracted to men with attributes of coconut 

Sensitive sensible within but appearance with strong built 

My grandfather used to be emotional at times

When he used to read his own poem lines

Because he expressed his own work so deep 

On revisits true reflection in form of tear peep

Crying is gender neutral 

It's like a River 

If one keep accumulating with each leap

It would be a stagnant pond deep

Also crying is not limited to shedding tear

One can also express through journaling without fear 

Writing down makes one strong 

Irrespective of gender, crying is not wrong !!!

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

9 March 2025

Bio 

Poetry is a way of expressing Priyanka's experience and stories.Life is a learning institution and sharing it in the form of write up is a healing process. She dedicates her work to her dear parents

141. Manifesting Dreams anthology

*Manifesting Dreams*

Waiting for someone's response is hard

Atleast I can play victim card

But what happens when I manifest one reply

And I receive abundant messages to rely

The wait was more fruitful 

The honest feeling was beautiful 

Even after I received what I desired 

Reading the messages I felt tired 

Just like  sweets eaten too much 

Lips smiled too long such 

I reach a saturation level Jar

And now raise the manifestation bar

God has gifted the power of will

What one manifest is also a skill

I become what I think 

Clean eating habit is also a link

Mind purification from toxic need

Not consuming negativity feed

Can enhance the power within 

God stands by us thick and thin

But pleasure driven manifestation is like a cloud

Incorrect path leads to facing thunder loud

Meditation of inhaling path right

Exhaling greed and inner fight 

I wish I manifested some good pick 

But  no point crying over split milk 

Let's leave yesterday's baggage

Each day is a fresh page !!!

✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath 

7 March 2025

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**Manifestations for 2025**

Improved version of me 

New perspective to see

Positive mind, exercise is stress releaser

Prioritize self,not to be people pleaser

Faith in God ,more of self belief

Focus on priority task & hobby for relief 

To be duty bound &enjoy work to full 

To explore self potential & develop new skill

To avoid people who does energy drain

And keep doing activities where I sharpen my brain 

Giving a break to studies has been too long

I will re-start and come out strong 

Journalling, exercise will be consistent life's part

Revisiting my forgotten skills and art 

To keep my parents principles intact 

To not make assumptions and accept fact

I am my improved version in 2025

I will put forth my opinion without cry

The street chaps my parents fed will be good

God will protect them and arrange them food 

My worries are replaced by productivity 

Knowledge takes over my sensitivity 

I make mark in my life and be glee 

My parents are blessing and are proud of me 

My job this year will be permanent and no more shabby

God will grace me this year with a baby 

My grey hair strand which started popping

I gracefully accept them hoping 

That experience teaches me not to repeat same mistake

I learn to grow, improve and never be fake 

Leaving behind my baggage of past if weren't great 

but take lessons imbibed through my fate

My parents role in this play is over 

New character will be introduced to love shower

Will enjoy good time travel mine 

Accompanying spouse with smile and shine 

Wishing, welcoming 2025 and manifesting 

Clarity in thoughts and journey ahead interesting!!!

Happy New year dears

Let's say cheese, cheers!!

✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath 

7 March 2025

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Poetry is a way of expressing Priyanka's experience and stories.Life is a learning institution and sharing it in the form of write up is a healing process. She dedicates her work to her dear parents.

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140.Lost in Love / word from heart anthology

 *Lost in Love*

She happen to co- incidentally meet

This beautiful person to greet 

This brief meet up had impact strong 

Having deep affection for him isn't wrong 

There could be possible equations after this meet up in bus

She is married so deeper bond is out of syllabus 

Her steps always drawn towards him

A message from him would bloom thousands butterflies within

She would find ways to get him respond

He possess asset of values and knowledge pond

She put efforts to make a reel for him,she is so fond 

As she feels there is a unsaid telepathic bond 

By now her expectations bar was high

His replies could only give her relief sigh

To her surprise he stopped feeding to her expectations finally

He would either not respond or give a emoji smiley

She knew any more questions would lead to losing a friend 

At least now she can ,once a while a msg send 

She felt like a dysfunctional car brake 

And his controlled responses makes her awake

The path she was walking lead nowhere

She started creativity journey as a means to share

She although at times wrote many text but never sent 

She is afraid her actions shouldn't be cause of repent

She finds him like a delicious treat 

A msg or a like from him skips her heartbeat

He wasn't going out of mind 

Detachment is the solution she find

An entire month or two she didn't speak with resilience 

But he too didn't ask about this silence 

A sentence over How are you would seem too much 

Lesser is better in situation such

She still looks forward to meet him someday

Gift him a handmade craft and say 

Thank you for teaching me to pause 

So many problems it would cause 

But yeah , that reel she made for you was with much love 

Furthermore if anyone gifts you anything a little reply you should show 

she was attached before, now connected and healed 

Lost love within self is sealed 

Stay in touch mate 

Catching up with you is always great 

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

5 March 2025

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Lost in Love” is a heartfelt exploration of unexpected connections and the complexities they bring. The poem captures the essence of meeting someone special by chance, and how that fleeting interaction can spark deep feelings. The way the narrator expresses her affection, despite the constraints of her marriage, is both relatable and poignant. 

What really stands out is the emotional rollercoaster she experiences. You can feel her excitement when she receives messages and the flutter of hope when she longs for more interaction. However, the frustration is palpable as she faces his withdrawal and ambivalence. It's a perfect reflection of how sometimes, our feelings can lead us into a maze where the exit is hard to find.

The metaphor of a "dysfunctional car brake" perfectly illustrates the feeling of being stuck and unsure of how to move forward. The mix of anticipation and disappointments keeps you engaged, making it a relatable read for anyone who has navigated the tricky waters of unreciprocated affection.

Overall, "Lost in Love" beautifully captures the highs and lows of infatuation and the emotional turmoil that can come with it. It’s a gentle reminder of how complicated relationships can be, even when they start out so innocently. If you've ever felt a connection that left you confused, this piece will resonate with you on many levels.

139.Footsteps of future

 

Footsteps of future

My office story series 

Has ups and downs that varies 

My walking shoes is a metaphor to my experience 

Slowly I am learning to draw a fence 

From the past,my shoes have stepped into mud and rain

Gone through sickles of test and pain

I know being upfront can be against me as instance past 

The trauma I faced in terms of office politics will always last 

But when God sets his question paper trail

And for instance if we happen to fail 

We need to sit again for same exam track 

Untill we pass with good mark

With me today's office experience was like dejavu

Same question to be resolved yet again ...wow

In my present department I am reporting to few people in lead centre

Any one of them would be assigned as my mentor

So let's say one of them is Mr. A

And he calls me many times this day 

Just to check if HR has made him mentor to manage

He is a so much senior and has work experience at this age

After great difficulty I am settling in for present work very 

If I keep pinging HR for this query 

It doesn't look good to ask 

As each of them know their task 

Whoever may be my line manager doesn't make much difference to say 

But challenge was responding to A each time this day 

I didn't have solution pack 

Thought to lie that HR didn't get back 

But my inner self didn't let me be a lier 

I should be confident,calm but be a fire 

When I confronted him with honest response 

I said that when I meet HR in person , checking then wouldn't be a loss 

Irrespective if he being my boss 

Let's focus on workload tasks send

I will definitely learn the work end to end

He gave a thumbs up and I was then in happy mood

That I could give a reply honest without sounding rude 

At present I know my footsteps were leading to a muddy pit wing

I had no option but to keep moving 

My footsteps is leading me to future dent 

So trying to be stable at present 

The floor is so greasy 

That I can slip very easy 

But then I would fall flat on face 

Strength training is survival of fittest in this race

Strength in term of knowledge, mindset 

Being smart , mindful , keeping a margin net

School books had this margin to keep notes clean 

It means keep some space even in real life to avoid bin 

I turn back to see my footsteps of past

I see a lot of imprint that will last 

My emotional decisions with anger 

My fight leading me to put work in danger

Now it should not be my future footstep

I need to do all pre prep

Otherwise god will repeat the same question to see if I learnt the lesson

He has harder ways to put them in different session

Honestly is a beautiful quality rare

What matters is how I place words and share

Because relation with peer is like a glass

Once broken it can't be repaired at same class 

But some truth are bitter to say on face 

So knack of platting it and garnishing each phase 

To be straight forward yet a pinch of diplomacy talk

Will reduce the slippery base of path where I would walk 

I should be mindful of today's footstep 

As it determines my future path set

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

4 March 2025

Review 

It captures the challenges of navigating office politics, personal integrity and professional growth. The metaphor of footsteps as experiences, learning and stability is strong and well used throughout the piece. Metaphor of footsteps as choices and consequences adds cohesion and depth to your narrative. It conveys a raw, personal journey, making it relatable to anyone facing workplace struggles. Totally a wonderful poem❤️

138.महता नारी की

 

महता नारी की

कल्पना से भरी मेरी दुनिया में भगवान ले आया 

एसे उन्होने ने समर्पण के साथ महिला को बनाया

उन्होंने शक्ति और समर्पण की मूल सामग्री को भरा 

इसे बहु-कार्य शक्ति और करुणा को साथ मे मिलाया 

नारी में 'न' का अर्थ नम्रता

महिला में चुनने और सुनिश्चित का विकल्प भरता 

यह प्रत्येक महिला ने समझा और सुना 

कुछ बने माँ की गुड़िया और बाकी ने 

पापा की परी बनना चुना

अब देखते हैं भगवान ने मुझे कैसे बनाया

सामान रूपी कई गुण का ढेर लगाया 

उसमे भावनाएँ, प्यार, देखभाल पाया 

अहंकार, ईर्ष्या, भय, क्रोध के पैकेट मे न हिचकिचाहट थी

बाहरी पैकिंग बहुत सुन्दर इसलिए थैले मे भर ली

आइसक्रीम की एक बाल्टी सोच की थी। पैकेट का नाम था सोच किंग 

मैंने अधिक स्कूप लिए और अंत में बना स्वभाव ओवरथिंकिंग 

अपनी भावनाओं सीमित करने मैंने बहुत सारे पानी के बोतले किए इक्कठे salty 

इसके परिणामस्वरूप कभी भी बहा देती हूं आँसू की बाल्टि

हालांकि चुनाव कर रही थी सब तत्व 

मैंने महिला के 'म' को भुला दिया शायद जो है 'मातृत्व' 

सही वक्त पर गोद भी भर देगा, विश्वास अटूट बनाया

शुद्ध सोने के दिल से महत्व महिला का सुंदर बनाया! ! !

हर हर महादेव!

प्रियंका कामत

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बायो

प्रियंका किसी दिन अपनी खुद की किताब लिखने का लक्ष्य रखती है। उनका प्रत्येक लेख उनके अपने अनुभव से है। वह अपना काम अपने प्रिय माता-पिता को समर्पित करती है

137.Finding answers*

 *Finding answers*

My wandering mind has no tag

As if I am Searching the right bag

Sometimes I go back in past 

And wish the memories would last

During Shivaratri my dad used to get panak from temple 

I tried to make this in his memory a sample

It didn't turn out well

I wish I learnt mom's dishes beforehand well

I am craving for the panchakajayi she made 

The recipe she might have told before , but memories just fade

I generally make so many videos rant

Why don't I have any of my parent?

Why doesnt time heal the pain?

Where is their path lane?

The memories which lead me to joy within

Why do I cry now when Google photos flashes them 

I am literally afraid to go back home 

Each memories is so special known

I feel very low sometime but God is kind 

Diverting my mind is the only solution I find 

Oh good God, please help me in finding my fence 

Help me Boost my self worth and confidence!!!

Happy Maha Shivaratri 🙏 

©️✍️ Priyanka kamath

26/02/2025

Review 

It elegantly captures nostalgia and longingness and the bittersweet nature of memories. The personal touch like Shivaratri, panak etc add warmth and depth feeling intimate and relatable. It makes the poem strongly relatable reminding us our own memories. Its tangible and unique poem. Overall a beautiful poem ⭐💫 keep writing and sharing ❤️

136. My inner truth

 

*My inner truth*

Towards others I am very kind 

But self stress ,no relief I find 

Thinking after speaking

Is like storing water after leaking 

The collected water isn't pure

Can't take back spoken words anymore 

Moody me lacks being consistent 

Mostly scrunched face or at times bloom like a floral scent

Office presence has culture hybrid 

To master art is between lines to read

My inner self chooses comfort over fashion 

But as advised , now I groom up well with passion 

Inner truth is that I like speaking less, working more 

But I am learning to be social and smarter for sure 

Inner truth is revealed in power pack 

I know that people do speak behind my back 

But efforts to keep my mind in clean space

Inner truth is to be positive and handle each phase 

Earlier when I was asked how was my weekend 

My responses were long expressing end to end

I have changed my answers not with intention to be plastic 

But towards on my journey to be elastic 

Answering 'Weekend was good though short ' comes as breeze 

Makes formal Small talks easier ,not hampering mind peace

My inner truth is to preserve energy towards Lord

And speaking endlessly to almighty God 

My inner truth is also to self explore 

And understand myself more

Each day is a learning dent 

In this life institute, I am always a student 

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

25-02-2025

@⁨~Surangama⁩ 

Review 

Amazing couplet with rhythmic rhyming words. It is deeply personal and reflective piece capturing the naunces of life navigating social expectations. Its authentic struggling with social interactions, self improvement and emotional balance in a professional and personal space. It is connectable with this journey while staying true to oneself. It creatively express the idea of personal growth and adaptability. The ending ties back to faith and exploration showing deeper aspect of truth. Totally a wonderful poem ❤️

135.Sufiana ishq*

 

https://youtu.be/avu8wAiGi5E?si=BIGjoq1ehChQ80Ab

*Sufiana ishq*

Falling in love is Ishq

Rising is sufiana Ishq

Ppl do flaunt when in love 

The affection often tend to show 

But sufiana is a treasure 

Between me and the super power

My definition of love included this list

Attachment, greed ,Power and lust 

Attachment lead me to being possessive

Greed to hoard everything massive 

Power to have my love act to my wish 

Lust to have the pleasures ishhh!!

In this ocean where I could have driven deep 

I was comfortable being shallow steep

Worldly pleasures still make me crazy 

And being toxic , unproductive and lazy

My bubbles busted in pot 

Reality check when I got 

Always I thought 

I am spiritual,I do prayers a lot 

Pride started to bloom 

As if I am a bride and sufiana Ishq is groom

I terribly failed to know 

Ice from the freezer is not snow 

As Chanting god's name 

Parallely playing mind game

Doesn't go hand in hand 

My karma put me in trouble band

Giving someone false hope

And creating trust issues scope

Is a bad deed which I can't reverse 

I am bound to suffer this curse 

In God's court , mistake can be forgiven 

But what about intentional hurt driven ?

Here starts my karma cleansing 

Removed one chunk by sincerely apologizing 

Next chunk was harder shelf

As I couldn't forgive myself 

And final one is repentance 

Offering to Lord my sorry sentence 

I said to self that I am willing to suffer

I accept my wrong doings buffer 

Corrupted mind can't see the true love instance 

God still gave me love in abundance 

The realisation I got , the tears I shed 

Is also sufiana Ishq to get sleep in bed

Offering gratitude took me close to Lord

And we connect through souls cord

I can feel sufiana Ishq with Lord pure 

When I love myself to the core

Self love is regardless of pampering 

It's rather about self awareness and caring 

Placing words well is a million dollar skill 

It can give life to any relation or even kill 

Oh God , your love for me I deeply feel 

Please repair me and help me heal 

Thank you for being there 

Showering abundant love and care

Purify me from my vices and potential risk

Dip me in the colours of sufiana Ishq!!!

✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath

25 July 2025

Review 

Surmita 

Babe I just watched oh my god you at best in this video and also the superb I can see the immense amount of emotions pouring out of heart and the sufiana love emerging in eyes 

The moments when u talking about karmic and toxic connections and relating to god is next level taking the pitch to cloud 9

Anthology sufiana Ishq 

**Bio

Poetry is a way of expressing Priyanka's experience and stories.Life is a learning institution and sharing it in the form of write up is a healing process. She dedicates her work to her dear parents.

**Sufiana ishq*

Falling in love is Ishq

Rising is sufiana Ishq

People do flaunt when in love  

The affection often tend to show 

But sufiana is a treasure 

Between me and the super power

My definition of love included this list

Attachment, greed ,Power and lust 

Attachment lead me to being possessive

Greed to hoard everything massive 

Power to have my love act to my wish 

Lust to have the pleasures ishhh!!

In this ocean where I could have driven deep 

I was comfortable being shallow steep

Worldly pleasures still make me crazy 

And being toxic , unproductive and lazy

My bubbles busted in pot 

Reality check when I got 

Always I thought 

I am spiritual,I do prayers a lot 

Pride started to bloom 

As if I am a bride and sufiana Ishq is groom

I terribly failed to know 

Ice from the freezer is not snow 

As Chanting god's name 

In parallel playing mind game

Doesn't go hand in hand 

My karma put me in trouble band

Giving someone false hope

And creating trust issues scope

Is a bad deed which I can't reverse 

I am bound to suffer this curse 

In God's court , mistake can be forgiven 

But what about intentional hurt driven ?

Here starts my karma cleansing 

Removed one chunk by sincerely apologizing 

The next chunk was a harder shelf

As I couldn't forgive myself 

And the final one is repentance 

Offering to Lord my sorry sentence 

I said to myself that I am willing to suffer

I accept my wrong doings buffer 

Corrupted mind can't see the true love instance 

God still gave me love in abundance 

The realisation I got , the tears I shed 

Is also sufiana Ishq to get sleep in bed

Offering gratitude took me close to Lord

And we connect through the souls cord

I can feel sufiana Ishq with Lord pure 

When I love myself to the core

Self love is regardless of pampering 

It's rather about self awareness and caring 

Placing words well is a million dollar skill 

It can give life to any relation or even kill 

Oh God , your love for me I deeply feel 

Please repair me and help me heal 

Thank you for being there 

Showering abundant love and care

Purify me from my vices and potential risk

Dip me in the colours of sufiana Ishq!!!

✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath

134. Movie Time

 

*Movie time*

Movie is enjoyment source 

Am I a movie ? Yes of course 

There is a pattern I observe

My funny bones, In a platter I serve 

I was popular in school college 

As was free spirited without a baggage 

When I was happy, people were around 

But when needed them I found 

Myself alone in crowd 

One who have tasted appreciation

Tends to seek validation 

I was seeking constant relevance 

My jovial nature would get me joy in abundance 

After my parents exited my story 

Here started my worry

And in order to make self fine

Started socialising this time 

I see in myself a pattern of need

Constant validation to feed

I tried portraying self as funny billy

Not realising I was losing respect and was taken silly 

Over my jokes someone can laugh 

But when in need,I see their presence with heart half 

Suppose if I have no more impactful array 

And still if I choose  to share worry 

Society doesn't find the movie entertaining

And they switch channel for joy attaining 

I understood what being used looked at it's best

To get information, entertainment and be Catalyst 

In my movie I am my hero and creative lead 

I will ensure to not anymore entertain creepers and feed

My energy shouldn't drain 

On people who treat me a movie in vain

I am although my lead character dent

But should not be a source of others entertainment 

Starting of the story I can't change 

But I will script the climax in unique range 

Let me focus on acting

Let God be directing 

So that I work on the script that he has given 

And be focussed and duty driven 

Ofcourse my movie should have comic element

My family and self to be happy intent 

But I shouldn't let my emotions be open for all odd

It's a treasure to be preserved and shared with God 

My movie is straight forward 

Me spicing up too much looks absurd

Self respect and happiness within is the key fit

In my eyes my own movie should be a super hit 

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

14-1-2025

Amazing 😍  I loved the idea of becoming a movie itself in the poem. I loved the line questioning "Am I movie?, yes of course ' that was deeply introspective as if reflecting on self. Adding god as a director is a beautiful divine touch in movie of our life. I also loved the line, 'after my parents exited my story, here started my worry', it was so relatable. And the line, 'script has given...' is so deep which makes us to think about our life script which is given and what should we do as our duty. Its eye opener. Keep sharing ❤️

Superb❤️

I appreciate your creativity ❤️

The beautifully woven emotions highlighted the experience of overcoming societal pressures and finding one's true identity. Described as a journey of a man who was initially known for his cheerful nature, but slowly gets trapped in a quest for validation and constant external approval. Metaphorically comparing him to a "movie", highlighting how his entertaining personality became a source of entertainment for others, leading to a feeling of being used and a gradual erosion of self-esteem. 

Through introspection and a new understanding of his worth, he resolves to prioritise his happiness and authenticity, writing a new story where self-esteem and inner fulfilment take centre stage. This insightful piece is commendable.❤️

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133.Venting out

 Venting out 

Earlier when used to write poetry mine 

Always thought to align rhyme

I was accustomed to keep in general line 

As too much expression in public platform is not fine 

Slowly I expressed less

As my emotions play mess

Today as I felt low

Lack of focus and slow

Sometimes even a silly matter bother

I know I should focus on priority things rather 

Example I posted a video in family group 

Noone reacted thus came in my toxic troop 

Someone ignored me or if didn't match my tone 

To deviate mind I kept on browsing phone 

I didn't feel at peace 

Why do I think I am unhealed and still in piece ?

I am grateful and do count on my blessing

Then why at times loneliness comes hissing 

I was in verge of drenching in negative thought

Thus I started writing down without another thought 

The silliness bothering me aren't worth

I should wash them off just like a sticky dirt

Tears just flow for no reason

I shouldn't give my lethargy a boost each season 

Many things I should take easy 

I should be productive and be busy

With this self talk with gratitude I bow 

Poetry is helping me come out of my phase low

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

3 Jan 2025

Feedback 

Fabulous 🔥

Beautifully depicted internal struggles, honestly reflected on the suppression of emotions, the effect of social media on self-esteem and the struggle with negative thoughts. Battling with feelings of loneliness and a tendency to get caught up in trivial matters, accepted writing as a blessing. The act of writing itself is a cathartic experience, helping one process their emotions and emerge from a low phase.🔥

Highlighted the power of self-reflection and creative expression in dealing with internal struggles and emotional challenges, is commendable 🔥

Keep penning

Keep rocking 🔥

@⁨Priyanka Kamath⁩

132.Konkani poem

 Tigele msg ayile makka

Sangunu msg Kari takka 

Tee- Tanni vichaarnu sangtha Kai 

Ammi call korche samm Nai

 

Me -Chelle Ammak call Kari 

Maagiri migele ullai pot bhari 

Me - itte goh haav kasa monche 

Tumgel jaavnanthu haav nai nonche

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Tikka bhaari oori Assa pakka

Chekkek msg kelle ve Akka

Itte goh tukka atta hataa

Mayyen sangtaana ashil ve sankata

Tugel feminism asshile bhaari

Apan shikkun kaam korka ,Tari Kari 

Vardik jalle tashhi baabu korka nave 

Taavali kaam sodka nave 

Tari itte makka msg koruk sangta tuva

Tugel aan ammale ekkichi dhuva

Arrangement Kari tanka

Apnal vairi depend kornakka 

Khanche Chellek guna polonu jaitha mana ki

Mukavaile plan kornu tasal arrangement chooki 

Tugele sansaaru polono ghe , yeah tangi akka

Baggage ghevnu bhonakka

Tukka taagel ammale ullochak kasa problem 

Internally takka convince korche nai samm 

Arrange marriage set up yein 

Feminism hanga chalna ghe 

Ekka jibben donni ullonakka 

Ek pati mantha kaam karta , aaek pati migel katir ullai akka

Konakai judge korche nai, varkik khelu nai 

Practically lekkuka life decision yeah 

Ardaari course solla teene ,Vai !

Para barsartas Bangaloraa training Kai 

Haav malle doni doniri payi darvarnakka 

Mann divnu kaam Kari , gadi gadi Decision change kornakka

Samaachi bhajjun aayli tikka 

Tigel pre plans gothas makka !!

11 jan 25

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