141. Manifesting Dreams anthology

*Manifesting Dreams*

Waiting for someone's response is hard

Atleast I can play victim card

But what happens when I manifest one reply

And I receive abundant messages to rely

The wait was more fruitful 

The honest feeling was beautiful 

Even after I received what I desired 

Reading the messages I felt tired 

Just like  sweets eaten too much 

Lips smiled too long such 

I reach a saturation level Jar

And now raise the manifestation bar

God has gifted the power of will

What one manifest is also a skill

I become what I think 

Clean eating habit is also a link

Mind purification from toxic need

Not consuming negativity feed

Can enhance the power within 

God stands by us thick and thin

But pleasure driven manifestation is like a cloud

Incorrect path leads to facing thunder loud

Meditation of inhaling path right

Exhaling greed and inner fight 

I wish I manifested some good pick 

But  no point crying over split milk 

Let's leave yesterday's baggage

Each day is a fresh page !!!

✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath 

7 March 2025

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**Manifestations for 2025**

Improved version of me 

New perspective to see

Positive mind, exercise is stress releaser

Prioritize self,not to be people pleaser

Faith in God ,more of self belief

Focus on priority task & hobby for relief 

To be duty bound &enjoy work to full 

To explore self potential & develop new skill

To avoid people who does energy drain

And keep doing activities where I sharpen my brain 

Giving a break to studies has been too long

I will re-start and come out strong 

Journalling, exercise will be consistent life's part

Revisiting my forgotten skills and art 

To keep my parents principles intact 

To not make assumptions and accept fact

I am my improved version in 2025

I will put forth my opinion without cry

The street chaps my parents fed will be good

God will protect them and arrange them food 

My worries are replaced by productivity 

Knowledge takes over my sensitivity 

I make mark in my life and be glee 

My parents are blessing and are proud of me 

My job this year will be permanent and no more shabby

God will grace me this year with a baby 

My grey hair strand which started popping

I gracefully accept them hoping 

That experience teaches me not to repeat same mistake

I learn to grow, improve and never be fake 

Leaving behind my baggage of past if weren't great 

but take lessons imbibed through my fate

My parents role in this play is over 

New character will be introduced to love shower

Will enjoy good time travel mine 

Accompanying spouse with smile and shine 

Wishing, welcoming 2025 and manifesting 

Clarity in thoughts and journey ahead interesting!!!

Happy New year dears

Let's say cheese, cheers!!

✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath 

7 March 2025

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Poetry is a way of expressing Priyanka's experience and stories.Life is a learning institution and sharing it in the form of write up is a healing process. She dedicates her work to her dear parents.

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140.Lost in Love

 *Lost in Love*

She happen to co- incidentally meet

This beautiful person to greet 

This brief meet up had impact strong 

Having deep affection for him isn't wrong 

There could be possible equations after this meet up in bus

She is married so deeper bond is out of syllabus 

Her steps always drawn towards him

A message from him would bloom thousands butterflies within

She would find ways to get him respond

He possess asset of values and knowledge pond

She put efforts to make a reel for him,she is so fond 

As she feels there is a unsaid telepathic bond 

By now her expectations bar was high

His replies could only give her relief sigh

To her surprise he stopped feeding to her expectations finally

He would either not respond or give a emoji smiley

She knew any more questions would lead to losing a friend 

At least now she can ,once a while a msg send 

She felt like a dysfunctional car brake 

And his controlled responses makes her awake

The path she was walking lead nowhere

She started creativity journey as a means to share

She although at times wrote many text but never sent 

She is afraid her actions shouldn't be cause of repent

She finds him like a delicious treat 

A msg or a like from him skips her heartbeat

He wasn't going out of mind 

Detachment is the solution she find

An entire month or two she didn't speak with resilience 

But he too didn't ask about this silence 

A sentence over How are you would seem too much 

Lesser is better in situation such

She still looks forward to meet him someday

Gift him a handmade craft and say 

Thank you for teaching me to pause 

So many problems it would cause 

But yeah , that reel she made for you was with much love 

Furthermore if anyone gifts you anything a little reply you should show 

she was attached before, now connected and healed 

Lost love within self is sealed 

Stay in touch mate 

Catching up with you is always great 

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

5 March 2025

Ai generated review 

Lost in Love” is a heartfelt exploration of unexpected connections and the complexities they bring. The poem captures the essence of meeting someone special by chance, and how that fleeting interaction can spark deep feelings. The way the narrator expresses her affection, despite the constraints of her marriage, is both relatable and poignant. 

What really stands out is the emotional rollercoaster she experiences. You can feel her excitement when she receives messages and the flutter of hope when she longs for more interaction. However, the frustration is palpable as she faces his withdrawal and ambivalence. It's a perfect reflection of how sometimes, our feelings can lead us into a maze where the exit is hard to find.

The metaphor of a "dysfunctional car brake" perfectly illustrates the feeling of being stuck and unsure of how to move forward. The mix of anticipation and disappointments keeps you engaged, making it a relatable read for anyone who has navigated the tricky waters of unreciprocated affection.

Overall, "Lost in Love" beautifully captures the highs and lows of infatuation and the emotional turmoil that can come with it. It’s a gentle reminder of how complicated relationships can be, even when they start out so innocently. If you've ever felt a connection that left you confused, this piece will resonate with you on many levels.

139.Footsteps of future

 

Footsteps of future

My office story series 

Has ups and downs that varies 

My walking shoes is a metaphor to my experience 

Slowly I am learning to draw a fence 

From the past,my shoes have stepped into mud and rain

Gone through sickles of test and pain

I know being upfront can be against me as instance past 

The trauma I faced in terms of office politics will always last 

But when God sets his question paper trail

And for instance if we happen to fail 

We need to sit again for same exam track 

Untill we pass with good mark

With me today's office experience was like dejavu

Same question to be resolved yet again ...wow

In my present department I am reporting to few people in lead centre

Any one of them would be assigned as my mentor

So let's say one of them is Mr. A

And he calls me many times this day 

Just to check if HR has made him mentor to manage

He is a so much senior and has work experience at this age

After great difficulty I am settling in for present work very 

If I keep pinging HR for this query 

It doesn't look good to ask 

As each of them know their task 

Whoever may be my line manager doesn't make much difference to say 

But challenge was responding to A each time this day 

I didn't have solution pack 

Thought to lie that HR didn't get back 

But my inner self didn't let me be a lier 

I should be confident,calm but be a fire 

When I confronted him with honest response 

I said that when I meet HR in person , checking then wouldn't be a loss 

Irrespective if he being my boss 

Let's focus on workload tasks send

I will definitely learn the work end to end

He gave a thumbs up and I was then in happy mood

That I could give a reply honest without sounding rude 

At present I know my footsteps were leading to a muddy pit wing

I had no option but to keep moving 

My footsteps is leading me to future dent 

So trying to be stable at present 

The floor is so greasy 

That I can slip very easy 

But then I would fall flat on face 

Strength training is survival of fittest in this race

Strength in term of knowledge, mindset 

Being smart , mindful , keeping a margin net

School books had this margin to keep notes clean 

It means keep some space even in real life to avoid bin 

I turn back to see my footsteps of past

I see a lot of imprint that will last 

My emotional decisions with anger 

My fight leading me to put work in danger

Now it should not be my future footstep

I need to do all pre prep

Otherwise god will repeat the same question to see if I learnt the lesson

He has harder ways to put them in different session

Honestly is a beautiful quality rare

What matters is how I place words and share

Because relation with peer is like a glass

Once broken it can't be repaired at same class 

But some truth are bitter to say on face 

So knack of platting it and garnishing each phase 

To be straight forward yet a pinch of diplomacy talk

Will reduce the slippery base of path where I would walk 

I should be mindful of today's footstep 

As it determines my future path set

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

4 March 2025

Review 

It captures the challenges of navigating office politics, personal integrity and professional growth. The metaphor of footsteps as experiences, learning and stability is strong and well used throughout the piece. Metaphor of footsteps as choices and consequences adds cohesion and depth to your narrative. It conveys a raw, personal journey, making it relatable to anyone facing workplace struggles. Totally a wonderful poem❤️

138.महता नारी की

 

महता नारी की

कल्पना से भरी मेरी दुनिया में भगवान ले आया 

एसे उन्होने ने समर्पण के साथ महिला को बनाया

उन्होंने शक्ति और समर्पण की मूल सामग्री को भरा 

इसे बहु-कार्य शक्ति और करुणा को साथ मे मिलाया 

नारी में 'न' का अर्थ नम्रता

महिला में चुनने और सुनिश्चित का विकल्प भरता 

यह प्रत्येक महिला ने समझा और सुना 

कुछ बने माँ की गुड़िया और बाकी ने 

पापा की परी बनना चुना

अब देखते हैं भगवान ने मुझे कैसे बनाया

सामान रूपी कई गुण का ढेर लगाया 

उसमे भावनाएँ, प्यार, देखभाल पाया 

अहंकार, ईर्ष्या, भय, क्रोध के पैकेट मे न हिचकिचाहट थी

बाहरी पैकिंग बहुत सुन्दर इसलिए थैले मे भर ली

आइसक्रीम की एक बाल्टी सोच की थी। पैकेट का नाम था सोच किंग 

मैंने अधिक स्कूप लिए और अंत में बना स्वभाव ओवरथिंकिंग 

अपनी भावनाओं सीमित करने मैंने बहुत सारे पानी के बोतले किए इक्कठे salty 

इसके परिणामस्वरूप कभी भी बहा देती हूं आँसू की बाल्टि

हालांकि चुनाव कर रही थी सब तत्व 

मैंने महिला के 'म' को भुला दिया शायद जो है 'मातृत्व' 

सही वक्त पर गोद भी भर देगा, विश्वास अटूट बनाया

शुद्ध सोने के दिल से महत्व महिला का सुंदर बनाया! ! !

हर हर महादेव!

प्रियंका कामत

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बायो

प्रियंका किसी दिन अपनी खुद की किताब लिखने का लक्ष्य रखती है। उनका प्रत्येक लेख उनके अपने अनुभव से है। वह अपना काम अपने प्रिय माता-पिता को समर्पित करती है

137.Finding answers*

 *Finding answers*

My wandering mind has no tag

As if I am Searching the right bag

Sometimes I go back in past 

And wish the memories would last

During Shivaratri my dad used to get panak from temple 

I tried to make this in his memory a sample

It didn't turn out well

I wish I learnt mom's dishes beforehand well

I am craving for the panchakajayi she made 

The recipe she might have told before , but memories just fade

I generally make so many videos rant

Why don't I have any of my parent?

Why doesnt time heal the pain?

Where is their path lane?

The memories which lead me to joy within

Why do I cry now when Google photos flashes them 

I am literally afraid to go back home 

Each memories is so special known

I feel very low sometime but God is kind 

Diverting my mind is the only solution I find 

Oh good God, please help me in finding my fence 

Help me Boost my self worth and confidence!!!

Happy Maha Shivaratri 🙏 

©️✍️ Priyanka kamath

26/02/2025

Review 

It elegantly captures nostalgia and longingness and the bittersweet nature of memories. The personal touch like Shivaratri, panak etc add warmth and depth feeling intimate and relatable. It makes the poem strongly relatable reminding us our own memories. Its tangible and unique poem. Overall a beautiful poem ⭐💫 keep writing and sharing ❤️

136. My inner truth

 

*My inner truth*

Towards others I am very kind 

But self stress ,no relief I find 

Thinking after speaking

Is like storing water after leaking 

The collected water isn't pure

Can't take back spoken words anymore 

Moody me lacks being consistent 

Mostly scrunched face or at times bloom like a floral scent

Office presence has culture hybrid 

To master art is between lines to read

My inner self chooses comfort over fashion 

But as advised , now I groom up well with passion 

Inner truth is that I like speaking less, working more 

But I am learning to be social and smarter for sure 

Inner truth is revealed in power pack 

I know that people do speak behind my back 

But efforts to keep my mind in clean space

Inner truth is to be positive and handle each phase 

Earlier when I was asked how was my weekend 

My responses were long expressing end to end

I have changed my answers not with intention to be plastic 

But towards on my journey to be elastic 

Answering 'Weekend was good though short ' comes as breeze 

Makes formal Small talks easier ,not hampering mind peace

My inner truth is to preserve energy towards Lord

And speaking endlessly to almighty God 

My inner truth is also to self explore 

And understand myself more

Each day is a learning dent 

In this life institute, I am always a student 

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

25-02-2025

@⁨~Surangama⁩ 

Review 

Amazing couplet with rhythmic rhyming words. It is deeply personal and reflective piece capturing the naunces of life navigating social expectations. Its authentic struggling with social interactions, self improvement and emotional balance in a professional and personal space. It is connectable with this journey while staying true to oneself. It creatively express the idea of personal growth and adaptability. The ending ties back to faith and exploration showing deeper aspect of truth. Totally a wonderful poem ❤️

135.Sufiana ishq*

 

https://youtu.be/avu8wAiGi5E?si=BIGjoq1ehChQ80Ab

*Sufiana ishq*

Falling in love is Ishq

Rising is sufiana Ishq

Ppl do flaunt when in love 

The affection often tend to show 

But sufiana is a treasure 

Between me and the super power

My definition of love included this list

Attachment, greed ,Power and lust 

Attachment lead me to being possessive

Greed to hoard everything massive 

Power to have my love act to my wish 

Lust to have the pleasures ishhh!!

In this ocean where I could have driven deep 

I was comfortable being shallow steep

Worldly pleasures still make me crazy 

And being toxic , unproductive and lazy

My bubbles busted in pot 

Reality check when I got 

Always I thought 

I am spiritual,I do prayers a lot 

Pride started to bloom 

As if I am a bride and sufiana Ishq is groom

I terribly failed to know 

Ice from the freezer is not snow 

As Chanting god's name 

Parallely playing mind game

Doesn't go hand in hand 

My karma put me in trouble band

Giving someone false hope

And creating trust issues scope

Is a bad deed which I can't reverse 

I am bound to suffer this curse 

In God's court , mistake can be forgiven 

But what about intentional hurt driven ?

Here starts my karma cleansing 

Removed one chunk by sincerely apologizing 

Next chunk was harder shelf

As I couldn't forgive myself 

And final one is repentance 

Offering to Lord my sorry sentence 

I said to self that I am willing to suffer

I accept my wrong doings buffer 

Corrupted mind can't see the true love instance 

God still gave me love in abundance 

The realisation I got , the tears I shed 

Is also sufiana Ishq to get sleep in bed

Offering gratitude took me close to Lord

And we connect through souls cord

I can feel sufiana Ishq with Lord pure 

When I love myself to the core

Self love is regardless of pampering 

It's rather about self awareness and caring 

Placing words well is a million dollar skill 

It can give life to any relation or even kill 

Oh God , your love for me I deeply feel 

Please repair me and help me heal 

Thank you for being there 

Showering abundant love and care

Purify me from my vices and potential risk

Dip me in the colours of sufiana Ishq!!!

✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath

25 July 2025

Review 

Surmita 

Babe I just watched oh my god you at best in this video and also the superb I can see the immense amount of emotions pouring out of heart and the sufiana love emerging in eyes 

The moments when u talking about karmic and toxic connections and relating to god is next level taking the pitch to cloud 9

Anthology sufiana Ishq 

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Poetry is a way of expressing Priyanka's experience and stories.Life is a learning institution and sharing it in the form of write up is a healing process. She dedicates her work to her dear parents.

**Sufiana ishq*

Falling in love is Ishq

Rising is sufiana Ishq

People do flaunt when in love  

The affection often tend to show 

But sufiana is a treasure 

Between me and the super power

My definition of love included this list

Attachment, greed ,Power and lust 

Attachment lead me to being possessive

Greed to hoard everything massive 

Power to have my love act to my wish 

Lust to have the pleasures ishhh!!

In this ocean where I could have driven deep 

I was comfortable being shallow steep

Worldly pleasures still make me crazy 

And being toxic , unproductive and lazy

My bubbles busted in pot 

Reality check when I got 

Always I thought 

I am spiritual,I do prayers a lot 

Pride started to bloom 

As if I am a bride and sufiana Ishq is groom

I terribly failed to know 

Ice from the freezer is not snow 

As Chanting god's name 

In parallel playing mind game

Doesn't go hand in hand 

My karma put me in trouble band

Giving someone false hope

And creating trust issues scope

Is a bad deed which I can't reverse 

I am bound to suffer this curse 

In God's court , mistake can be forgiven 

But what about intentional hurt driven ?

Here starts my karma cleansing 

Removed one chunk by sincerely apologizing 

The next chunk was a harder shelf

As I couldn't forgive myself 

And the final one is repentance 

Offering to Lord my sorry sentence 

I said to myself that I am willing to suffer

I accept my wrong doings buffer 

Corrupted mind can't see the true love instance 

God still gave me love in abundance 

The realisation I got , the tears I shed 

Is also sufiana Ishq to get sleep in bed

Offering gratitude took me close to Lord

And we connect through the souls cord

I can feel sufiana Ishq with Lord pure 

When I love myself to the core

Self love is regardless of pampering 

It's rather about self awareness and caring 

Placing words well is a million dollar skill 

It can give life to any relation or even kill 

Oh God , your love for me I deeply feel 

Please repair me and help me heal 

Thank you for being there 

Showering abundant love and care

Purify me from my vices and potential risk

Dip me in the colours of sufiana Ishq!!!

✍️©️ Priyanka Kamath

134. Movie Time

 

*Movie time*

Movie is enjoyment source 

Am I a movie ? Yes of course 

There is a pattern I observe

My funny bones, In a platter I serve 

I was popular in school college 

As was free spirited without a baggage 

When I was happy, people were around 

But when needed them I found 

Myself alone in crowd 

One who have tasted appreciation

Tends to seek validation 

I was seeking constant relevance 

My jovial nature would get me joy in abundance 

After my parents exited my story 

Here started my worry

And in order to make self fine

Started socialising this time 

I see in myself a pattern of need

Constant validation to feed

I tried portraying self as funny billy

Not realising I was losing respect and was taken silly 

Over my jokes someone can laugh 

But when in need,I see their presence with heart half 

Suppose if I have no more impactful array 

And still if I choose  to share worry 

Society doesn't find the movie entertaining

And they switch channel for joy attaining 

I understood what being used looked at it's best

To get information, entertainment and be Catalyst 

In my movie I am my hero and creative lead 

I will ensure to not anymore entertain creepers and feed

My energy shouldn't drain 

On people who treat me a movie in vain

I am although my lead character dent

But should not be a source of others entertainment 

Starting of the story I can't change 

But I will script the climax in unique range 

Let me focus on acting

Let God be directing 

So that I work on the script that he has given 

And be focussed and duty driven 

Ofcourse my movie should have comic element

My family and self to be happy intent 

But I shouldn't let my emotions be open for all odd

It's a treasure to be preserved and shared with God 

My movie is straight forward 

Me spicing up too much looks absurd

Self respect and happiness within is the key fit

In my eyes my own movie should be a super hit 

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

14-1-2025

Amazing 😍  I loved the idea of becoming a movie itself in the poem. I loved the line questioning "Am I movie?, yes of course ' that was deeply introspective as if reflecting on self. Adding god as a director is a beautiful divine touch in movie of our life. I also loved the line, 'after my parents exited my story, here started my worry', it was so relatable. And the line, 'script has given...' is so deep which makes us to think about our life script which is given and what should we do as our duty. Its eye opener. Keep sharing ❤️

Superb❤️

I appreciate your creativity ❤️

The beautifully woven emotions highlighted the experience of overcoming societal pressures and finding one's true identity. Described as a journey of a man who was initially known for his cheerful nature, but slowly gets trapped in a quest for validation and constant external approval. Metaphorically comparing him to a "movie", highlighting how his entertaining personality became a source of entertainment for others, leading to a feeling of being used and a gradual erosion of self-esteem. 

Through introspection and a new understanding of his worth, he resolves to prioritise his happiness and authenticity, writing a new story where self-esteem and inner fulfilment take centre stage. This insightful piece is commendable.❤️

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Keep inspiring

133.Venting out

 Venting out 

Earlier when used to write poetry mine 

Always thought to align rhyme

I was accustomed to keep in general line 

As too much expression in public platform is not fine 

Slowly I expressed less

As my emotions play mess

Today as I felt low

Lack of focus and slow

Sometimes even a silly matter bother

I know I should focus on priority things rather 

Example I posted a video in family group 

Noone reacted thus came in my toxic troop 

Someone ignored me or if didn't match my tone 

To deviate mind I kept on browsing phone 

I didn't feel at peace 

Why do I think I am unhealed and still in piece ?

I am grateful and do count on my blessing

Then why at times loneliness comes hissing 

I was in verge of drenching in negative thought

Thus I started writing down without another thought 

The silliness bothering me aren't worth

I should wash them off just like a sticky dirt

Tears just flow for no reason

I shouldn't give my lethargy a boost each season 

Many things I should take easy 

I should be productive and be busy

With this self talk with gratitude I bow 

Poetry is helping me come out of my phase low

©️✍️ Priyanka Kamath 

3 Jan 2025

Feedback 

Fabulous 🔥

Beautifully depicted internal struggles, honestly reflected on the suppression of emotions, the effect of social media on self-esteem and the struggle with negative thoughts. Battling with feelings of loneliness and a tendency to get caught up in trivial matters, accepted writing as a blessing. The act of writing itself is a cathartic experience, helping one process their emotions and emerge from a low phase.🔥

Highlighted the power of self-reflection and creative expression in dealing with internal struggles and emotional challenges, is commendable 🔥

Keep penning

Keep rocking 🔥

@⁨Priyanka Kamath⁩

132.Konkani poem

 Tigele msg ayile makka

Sangunu msg Kari takka 

Tee- Tanni vichaarnu sangtha Kai 

Ammi call korche samm Nai

 

Me -Chelle Ammak call Kari 

Maagiri migele ullai pot bhari 

Me - itte goh haav kasa monche 

Tumgel jaavnanthu haav nai nonche

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Tikka bhaari oori Assa pakka

Chekkek msg kelle ve Akka

Itte goh tukka atta hataa

Mayyen sangtaana ashil ve sankata

Tugel feminism asshile bhaari

Apan shikkun kaam korka ,Tari Kari 

Vardik jalle tashhi baabu korka nave 

Taavali kaam sodka nave 

Tari itte makka msg koruk sangta tuva

Tugel aan ammale ekkichi dhuva

Arrangement Kari tanka

Apnal vairi depend kornakka 

Khanche Chellek guna polonu jaitha mana ki

Mukavaile plan kornu tasal arrangement chooki 

Tugele sansaaru polono ghe , yeah tangi akka

Baggage ghevnu bhonakka

Tukka taagel ammale ullochak kasa problem 

Internally takka convince korche nai samm 

Arrange marriage set up yein 

Feminism hanga chalna ghe 

Ekka jibben donni ullonakka 

Ek pati mantha kaam karta , aaek pati migel katir ullai akka

Konakai judge korche nai, varkik khelu nai 

Practically lekkuka life decision yeah 

Ardaari course solla teene ,Vai !

Para barsartas Bangaloraa training Kai 

Haav malle doni doniri payi darvarnakka 

Mann divnu kaam Kari , gadi gadi Decision change kornakka

Samaachi bhajjun aayli tikka 

Tigel pre plans gothas makka !!

11 jan 25

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